It has been since July 24th that I have reached out to you all.
Jesus, I know that's a long time, a very long time.
All I can say is please forgive me. Sincerely forgive me. Accept
my apology, and charge it to my head and not my heart. God knows that this is
what I love to do and what I need to do and where I need to be.
Releasing.
When the Lord gave me this vision, gave me this gift and gave me
this baby almost two years ago it was all of Him and nothing of my own,
and a lot of you know this of me; you know that I'm not a writer. He puts the
pen to paper and tells me to write so what's in front of you all this time and
every time is all of Him.
The long stretches of time that you don't hear (well read) from
me is where the enemy has come in through some form of fear and shuts me
down through some avenue of his.
I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. I hate the devil and I
should because he hates me; and he should because I'm powerful and I speak with authority in God and the things that the Lord has coming out of my mouth are mighty.
Oh but I love God, I love Him, I love Him, I love Him, I
love God!!!!!
Yes, I do...
During these 5 weeks and 3 days He has; did you hear me, He has
sent me people who love Him and me too, to reach out to me by calling, in
boxing, emailing, texting, stopping me in church and come up to me and
saying hey sis, hey Deidre are you ok?
Are you alright I haven't received an email from you? Have I
missed one?
Are you still blogging? Your blogs are blessing me, I just read
one of your blogs the other day and girl it was right on time for me....
The whole time the Holy Spirit is like didn’t I say release,
didn’t I say send it out, didn’t I say there’s a word that needs to go forth?
My God. I hear you Lord, loud and clear and I submit God.
God thank you, you get the ALL glory!!!!
God, forgive me. Forgive me for not doing what I should have
continued to keep doing even in the midst of my storm. Forgive me.
Ladies, again, please forgive me that I haven't been on my
assignment and releasing the word of the Lord to you; but for you ladies that
held me accountable I thank you! You don’t even know what you did for me and
for others.
It always goes back to what Pastor says if I'm connected with
you and I'm not in position then I'm holding up your destiny. I don't want to
hold up anyone else's destiny any longer by not being obedient and doing what I’m
supposed to be doing. It’s on me, God forgive me; please.
I am connected to you all and you all are connected and tied to
me and when I am off then how are we going to build the Kingdom and reach our destinies?
I'm getting back into position ladies and I promise you and it starts today.
I love you all, I pray
you forgive me and I thank you for forgiving me.
Be
blessed, happy reading and please share!
